nothings happens unless everything happens    2006-06-22 09:19:06 ET
So on top of preparing the camp set and working on the packing. Dave's friend is moving into our spare room for a month. this means for the rest of the time we are in this little house, we have a roommate. cause I don't have enough going on. So today is spent packing up the spare room wich is also my sewing room, our office and where we have kept all the art supplies. (and between the two of us that's alot of art supplies.)

So today's agenda has included cleaning, packing, figuring out how much lumber I need for a set and tracking down people who are suppose to give me the money to buy said lumber.

I sat for a while though and watched an episode of 'Dark shadows'. Netflicks has given me some unusual things to waste time with.
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 goodbye    2006-06-21 07:02:45 ET
I went to tahoe this weekend. I got to see lots of people I knew in highschool. It was sort of depressing. My 10 year reunion is this August and I am not going. Thanks to my friend's wedding I have seen everyone I wanted to see.

Leaving monday I had a large revelation. It is not home anymore. I never had a desire to move back to the little lake town but there was always something safe and comfortable about the place. I found that I had to strain my memory to recall where certian places were. The brilliant stars that blanket the area at night use to be my solace. I would see them and know everything will be ok. I did not even once venture out into the night sky just to see them.
Seeing people I've known continue on the distructive paths they did when we were 17 is not comfortable. There were a couple that were doing good. Friends talking of trying to have kids and prospects of new houses being bought. Then I would talk with others who had kids from different partners and now Living with "the love of their life" pregnant with another. Is this the life we wanted all thoes years ago?

all I know is I can move now. Some sort of hold has been released and as I drove to San Francisco, I said goodbye to a world that is not part of me anymore. I will always visit. My Family lives there. There are friends that I will still remain in contact with despite the lifes they've chosen. But it will not be something I miss anymore.

 today    2006-06-13 09:16:18 ET
I had a video camera in my hand all day so I am waiting for pictures of the wedding dress from my friend who photographed the wedding. I promise pictures of the wedding dress as soon as I can get them.

so I bought pretty wrapping paper today to wrap friends present. nice pale platinum. I got it home only to realize the pale color was because it's celephane. clear. So uh. I wrapped my friend's present in clear plastic. Not really worth the effort I suppose.

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