Strange dreams again,
2004-06-09 13:12:18 ET

Ok like.. I was at my ex's house. And there were two beautiful white siberian tigers and penguins in the backyard. And my ex's mother and a guy in a business suit were out there talking. Then I woke up. Weirdness

First day at work?
2004-06-08 11:22:33 ET

Ok, so I go up to IHOP.... Then the fun begins.

The manager had no clue who I was, or when he hired me, and didn't know he told me to come in today. Had me fill in paperwork, and leave to come back at 7. Oh joy.
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I want you
2004-06-08 08:18:39 ET

I want your body . I love you, I must have you.. Who? I don't know. Anyone and everyone. I love you all. Caffeine is GODLY.
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Woo my space
2004-06-07 10:08:11 ET

I'm on myspace now.. I have to figure out how exactly to get stuff up and shtuff. Someone give me a decent rating on my picture.. I think it's a rather nice one of me. :D

http://profile.myspace.com/users/4393653
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That came out of nowhere.
2004-06-06 19:35:28 ET

It seems like the world is falling apart right now. Maybe it's always been this bad, but it doesn't seem like it. People are dying left and right, and there are more problems now than ever before.

Strangely, and this is quite a change for me, but all I can think about right now is getting away from civilization and having children. I don't want school, I don't want money, and I don't care if I have electricity or other things we recognize as necessary in day to day life. I want kids, and a mate. And to be left alone.

For some reason, I just have this desire to abandon the normal way of thinking, and rely upon instinct and my heart.

*EDIT*
A conversation I just had with a friend. And this just feels right:

Mazarael: I feel... so strange
AeketDrgn: *ponder*
AeketDrgn: It makes me wonder... quite honestly, if we're coming up on a world force.
AeketDrgn: one of those natural disasters that just.. slams the world back on track
Mazarael: We are
AeketDrgn: mm
Mazarael: I feel it
Mazarael: I feel the earth groaning
AeketDrgn: *shrugs* Nothing I can do.
AeketDrgn: *nods*
Mazarael: I feel the pain of the world, and the disgust of mother nature by our disastrous presence
AeketDrgn: I agree, I can feel something coming, and I don't know if I will survive it. But either way, I can't do anything aout it

I've never felt like this before. Something is wrong. Something is going on that I'm unaware of.

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