2006-02-14 08:34:32 ET
Who invited you in?
Were we both so starved for company?

Now, I'm begging you to stay.

"When I'm with you I feel like I could die...
And that would be alright...alright."

     2006-02-10 22:46:10 ET
Seriously, who invented Valentine's Day? Obviously I know the answer to that, but it's rhetorical.

People have asked me what I'm doing for it...like it's Christmas or a long weekend or something. Come on, people, obviously I'm not doing anything because I have no reason to.

It's not like I'm going to be wallowing in my self-pity all day or whatever...but I'm definitely not caring much at all.

Anyway, I have to go get my laundry. And the elevator is broken again.
This fuckin' place...

     2006-01-30 23:44:51 ET
I miss my mom.

     2006-01-22 18:43:15 ET
I hate the way I've been feeling this weekend.

 "I think you're going to be just fine"    2006-01-17 22:57:13 ET
I love teacher-crushes.

Yeah, that's it...

 I'm not coming out until this is all over    2006-01-16 10:59:17 ET
I hate that I'm going to just have to sit here and watch as everything I know comes crashing to the ground. I can't help, and even if I could, I have no right to. I'm here, they're there. My time there is gone.

I watched Northfork last night with Nick. I love that movie. I love that it was filmed in Montana, and that it really is beautiful. It just goes to show you that you don't have to have billions of dollars and a studio in LA to make a great film. I love having my faith in art renewed.

Anyway, I want to stretch my ears, but I'm freaking broke. I think I have $100 to my name right now. I'm not sure how long I can make that last. Hopefully 'til I find a job. Which I'm hoping is soon. Like today. Or tomorrow.

 stop stalling, make a name for yourself    2006-01-12 08:53:14 ET
I'm moving.
Not far, just one floor down, into Jackie's room.
It's away from Megan. I feel bad leaving her, and taking all the dishes, but I really don't like her and our lifestyles do not get along.

In other news...
I've been thinking a lot lately about some pretty big things, like Karma and fate and the future. I'm not entirely sure how I feel about any of those things at the moment. But maybe I shouldn't know yet.

How is it that I'm feeling left out, when I'm the one who left?
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 another delay    2006-01-06 14:37:47 ET
I'm in the Helena airport at the moment, soaking up their wireless internet. My flight was delayed 2 hours, so in the meantime I went to Burger King and got a Star Wars watch! And then once back at the airport, Jackie and I played some Keno. I made 55 cents!

I'll be back in Seattle in 2 hours.
Home Sweet Home.

 another "you mean so much to me" speech    2005-12-28 06:40:34 ET
Since when does making out have to be attached to feelings? Can't we just have a little harmless tongue action without any talk about the future?

It's dumb. This is what I always get:
You make me feel so good, I love being around you, we have so much in common, I could spend every day with you, you cheer me up, you're hilarious, you're such a fantastic person, you're one of my best friends, you mean so much to me...
So what else do you want?
I guess its true...everyone is shallow.

I don't even care anymore.
That was the last time.
Don't get me wrong, I love awkward situations, but I'm sick of being embarassed. So I'm done with it.

Maybe I just won't come home again until next Christmas.

     2005-12-23 22:13:18 ET
I don't know what the hell is going on with me.

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