damn i need to get a scanner

2003-08-06 21:42:45 ET fuck i really need to get myself a scanner cause i need to up date my pictures!!!!! 2 comments

strange day

2003-08-06 21:30:47 ET today was hella weird like my brother came home around 6am with some of his friends and one of my friends/one of his friends was with my brother and he came in and woke me up this morning and then like after he was like you can go back to sleep... well i couldnt so i went out to the living room to see who all was here and i just kicked it with some of my brothers friends then they all left except for steve and my brother went to bed so i stayed up and chilled with him and we just talked about hella shit and then we went to my front yard and we were peicing a stoge and he was like dude i have to tell you something i was like ok but it took him dayz to tell me and then he told me that he thought i was hella cool chick and that he hella wanted to date me and shit but he doesnt because him and my brother are hella good friends and i told him that if anything ever did happen between us that he would have to talk to my brother about it cause thats just fucked up if i went behind my bros back like that but i dunno if he was really serious aobut it i kept asking him if he was and he said that during summer school he would always hint about it i dunno when i was a freshman i had a big crush on him but like i dunno i mean i would get with him just cause i know he would be so good to me and stuff and its something different cause hes completely the oppisite of me and of other guys ive been with so i dunno ill have to see what happens it was just strange of him to say that to me i never would've expected to hear anything like that from him..... 4 comments

2003-08-05 23:11:33 ET Maybe you are happy, but are you sure you life's not just filled with temporary superficial happiness?....take a look at them stars and think next time your high why is your life so great?.............find goals and dreams Could you look me in the eyes and tell me that your happy now? brought to you by Quizilla i swear i need to stay away from these quizzes i just cant stop taking them 4 comments

So Lost!!!!

2003-08-05 22:14:54 ET im too confused i dont know what i want anymore.. i dont want to be me anymore im tired of this shit i dont want to live this life anymore... i wish i could just switch with someone else i hate this i hate always getting confused about what i want in life im tired of people and im tired of not finding what i want... i want something new for myself and i want a totally different person for myself.... things just arient working out like their suppose too i wish i could just slit the throat of the person i am and be done with that and be born into someone completely new... and its not just me i want to change its everything around me too i want to change my friends and where i live i just need to get out of here something about being here just feels like it drags me down as if im looking for something to complete what i have and every peice i get just doesnt seem to fit... 8 comments

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