i just finished watching Blow
its a very good movie
better than i thought it would be
sarah came to visit today
she had to get some papers for something
and we hung out for about an hour
fun
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im being lonely
the time has passed
and nothing seems better
i was left in the rain
with no cover
left alone
despite all the sun inside
i guess it was never to happen
but why does it matter
i guess that
it could have never been won
im tring to move
but nothing will leave
the pains that are in
im tired of live
i know that you didnt
want to happen
but something was wrong
and now its too late
i guess im just a lost cause
nothing really here
nor there
just "You" and nothing more
back to the same old
never happy
always alone
and happy
the sickness i fell
is not temporary
i know it will last
but im not worried
i know that you feel
that "your so dramatic"
nd maybe i am
but its more tha the truth
BUT YOU DONT CARE
YOU SHUN IT AWAY
TO CONCERNED WITH YOURSELF
NOT GIVING A DAMN
IM TIRE OF THE SHIT THAT
I HAVE GONE THROUGH
IT GIVEN UP
ALL ON YOU
no ones here
and if they are
they
dont care
but why am i here
and why do i care
because im all alone
in the darkness
dont fear
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