nothing    2003-09-14 16:34:51 ET
today was useless
i did nothing
i got up at 1
and watched the two towers
and by the time that was over
i took a shower
and then plyed sim city 4 untill now

i hate and love days like this
i have to study for AP US and sont want to

you torment me
why do you do that
cat liek you care but say otherwise

so stupid

i want out


 The Post    2003-09-12 20:11:23 ET
Told you Love K K

feeling kind of lonely
dont knwo really why

just have the damn inner emotions
that make you feel all sad and lonely
i really want to be with some one

but you know all this
just that i miss being loved
and now that i no longer
get affection
i feel drained all the time

never really truly happy
not that i ever was to begin

ever wonder...
why am i like this?
i never know

was it the one who left
me sitting alone

was it the basterd that made me the way i am
he deserves what he gets
which is more than i ever had
i wish they would lock him up
he dosent deserve to be here

why in the hell do they treat him like that?
life is never fair
fucking basterd

never will they understand
what they have done
till its too late

theyll all get what is comeing in the end

it consumes the mind

all i have heard today is
i adore the man

but we all must move on

its only till your gone
when your really cared about the most
"if he were here today"
why not make that now
instead of then

people brush things off to easily
i never understand them

its over

 Whoa    2003-09-12 19:25:44 ET
i just watched Donnie Darko.
all i can say is
if anyone has seen it they will understand
thanks to ashton i got to see it
she let me borrow it

someone needs to expalin it to me
did he travel back to his room?

im guessing he did.
but how

and when the sky "opened up"
was it a tornado?


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