class    2003-09-09 16:12:30 ET
my photo class is cool
i was the only one there today

this weekend im going to try to do a photo shoot.
dont know how itll turn out
we'll see


 none    2003-09-09 11:13:42 ET
im such a person
that i live off of

and now i get none
i think thats why
im so screwed up lately
the smallest bit of love
that i get from people
makes me happy

i just wish that i had
someone to hold

oh well
love fails sometimes
dosent it?

 mood    2003-09-08 13:21:42 ET
i have realized who my real friends are
the ones that would stand by me
the people that i can trust and love

all i want right now is to create
a mindscape of absolute horror

my mind works
i think of things that seem wrong
i feel like everything that i see
is covered with a shroud

the walls i see are bloodstained
and rusted
the windows are broken
the floors are metal and falling apart
the doors heavy and bolted shut

the people are living for their secrects
no one is real

the things that i see are fake
i have flashes in my mind
what would happen if i did this?

i feel as though im going insane sometimes
im living in a world of hate and uglyness
but no one ever sees it

people lie
and cheat

but no one cares
they all ignore it

they want to get on with life

but do they see what i see?
why do i see these things?

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