full moon ahead my darling

2002-09-28 05:57:46 ET its so sad.. we're millions of kilometers apart and there is nothing i can do but spend hundreds of dollars on letters and phone calls.. maybe i could save up to go see her in the summer.. i miss my sister so much. i wish she was here so i could hug her and buy her all the glorious things she wants and just have fun with her.. i wish she was never taken away..I love her :D she's only 8 perhaps i could live with them.. get a job.. and a dual citizenship.. i have time to think.. have you ever had a dream that you want to come true so very badly? like a dream when you're asleep. ..... i hate being grounded.. music: Queens of The Stone Age *no one knows* 4 comments

2002-09-24 11:17:39 ET i can't stand this place.. let me out.. let me let go.. i hate this.. like there is blackness all around with no meaning.. let me hate me.. let me hurt me.. let me out.. let me stay safetly in the darkness where i shall not be bothered.. my heart is dying ever so slowly.. ever so painfully.. let me out.. 8 comments

2002-09-20 19:00:53 ET I looked up at the sky tonight and it was breath taking mesmerizing to my mind's eye it showed life the radical and soft events the love and hatred the unity and rivalries i could not believe how i by passed it the light and flashing loud claps of thunder how could life ever be so pleasing how could life ever be attained how could you trust what's unknown be free i said live life, love and forgive i could look into his eyes forever undernearth this sky of beauty this sky of ultimate life and death she says to me.. i do not trust this life, for i cannot explain it don't explain it i said embrace it.. and look at the sky 15 comments

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