Family affairs
2002-09-15 10:32:10 ET

today is the big day... Graham is meeting my family. Wow. I went downtown yesterday with Graham, Ryan, Ashley and Lyndsay. it was fun. I bought the misfits cd American Psycho.. I LOVE this album! The misfits are amazing. *don't open 'til doomsday destructions not far away...*

Whats worse then a newfie? A blonde newfie.. who pretends she's not blonde.
my best friend Ashley is a blonde newfie.. and she dyed her hair.. its sooo funny!


music : misfits (of course) don't open 'til doomsday

2002-09-11 16:31:18 ET

Two men walk into a bar. One has to get stitches. So a dsylexic walks into a bra....

I love that joke. so i've dyed my hair. and soon enough i will be cutting it. Wahoo! my first hair cut by me! I am so nervous but it will be great. i want to take before and after pictures. I saw these glasses in the mall that were just so great. *sigh* in just a matter of hours they will be mine. Emo rawks.

2002-09-08 18:01:37 ET

school is going well.

its a funny thing we call life. its so full of experience and emotion. we can sit around and cry or think. i'm not saying that crying is bad.. 'tis a good thing. in moderation. i feel so compelled to help out everyone. but i can't. its such a shame.
at times i feel useless and afraid. but of what i could not say. i can't explain it myself. i get upset and melancholy for reasons that are unattainable. why can't people just get along? can we not accept that there is pain and suffering and that we are all human. all equal. we all bleed. we all feel. have we no respect for those who have got us this far. who have helped us on out journey through this life?

i contemplate suicide daily. but why.. i couldn't tell you. i'm happy with this life i have. i want to hurt myself. and i want to live. i think that i want to hurt myself to feel like i live. to feel that i am still alive. its almost as if i deserve it. to feel pain. but i am happy. twisted.

*love graham*

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