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2002-08-08 05:14:10 ET

Well i finished making my skirt.. : ) its so awesome.. and i am not a talented sewer.. but it looks really great. Graham called yesterday he apologized for the other night and " whispered sweet nothings into my ear" I miss him a lot. Yesterday was my first day back at work.. its amazing i missed it so much!

Today matt and i are going to go skateboarding .... and perhaps Shawnelly will be home..

does anyone know what "fapping" means... for example a friend of mine said, " i haven't fapped in seven months.. for a girl thats not too long but for a guy its different.." if you know what it is please tell me! thanks so much!

its laundry day today.. and i smell like soap. maybe i'll take a trip over to the Salvation army and see if they have anything interesting.. until next time! au revior!

2002-08-06 16:02:00 ET

Graham called. I miss him so much, but something keeps telling me that he's with someone else. i don't know. i feel like crap. almost like i'm not good enough. i hate this. stupid flippin' mood swings are messing with my head. its like i can't feel anything properly. its either super high, or super low. i don't feel like tyring anymore. but of course i will. i don't know. maybe i'm just pessimisstic. i just don't want him to come back and not care for me the same.. cause that would make him just as bad as everyone else. frig. i doubt he's like that. mel assures me that he'll still care for me when he returns.. hopefully.

on a more happier note.. going to warped tour is in my favour. yay! i might have to bum some money off my brover.. but he loves me.. )i hope( so things should go well.. two tickets COULD BE MINE..

*set me free*
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2002-08-06 06:00:12 ET

There is nothing to do.. Everyone is gone.. and mel hasn't called. The 'family dinner' last night was so awkward.. they are just so phony it angers me greatly. My oldest cousin is now a drug dealer.. a great road for her. It was just a very interesting night..

yesterday when my father and I went down for a drive it was amazing.. the houses were huge! i mean there were four car garages, ferraries in the driveways.. it was crazy but a lot of the houses were up for sale.. my dad and i drove by his old schools.. it was very kewl. i was contemplating moving there. i'd still love to.. probably when i'm older..

we also visited the cemeteries where my Papa John, Uncle Pete and Nian were buried. I couldn't believe how much i missed them.. its really true that you don't know how much you miss someone until they are gone.. we mourn death as if it is nothing.. but we all too soon forget about it, almost as if it doesn't matter.

theres so much beauty in this world.. wow...
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