2003-08-11 07:40:40 ET

Anyone out there still!?

I found a second job....I work at my old job....with the animals.
Its a pet store. I worked there for a year and a half. Left...Now I m back.
My other job started giving me 40hrs right after I started back at the petstore....wasn t that convienent...
No one ever bothers me about my piercings there...which is a welcome relief...but they like to talk about my platform tennies....heheh.
I FINALLY got done with this hair trade I was doing for some grrl. She was making me stained glass, but then her torch broke, so she made me fused glass....I will have to post some pictures.
Peter is still jobless, I am pulling out my hair.
My sister s wedding is at the end of the month and I have no money to get to Philly, BUT now I m driving with my dad EVEN thoughI said I would NEVER do that again...great.
My brother did get permission to leave the state from his probation officer so thankfully he will be driving with us....
Other than that ....nothing else.

2003-07-16 06:01:24 ET


Whoa, the longest I ve ever been not updating.
2003-06-25 07:33:40 ET

I just copied and pasted this from "SOMEWHERE" else.

and just to update you on what it is all about:
Peter lost his job on Monday...I have one, but only work
20ish hrs a week....my sister is still getting married in
august and My cousin moved back here from Eugene, Oregon.

I just want a freeking job...
I searched Monster.com and Careerbuilder.com...nothing.
It s all these fucked up jobs that I have no experiance
What the FUCK!!!!
This is all so very dis-hearting. Work said they could
give me 5 more hrs a week...
that make it 25. whoot..............
Ugh...I really shouldn t be listening to Portishead...or Poe....ummm they are not very uplifting.
The only reason I m sitting here right now is because Peter isleeping.
I have no idea how late he stayed up. He told me we were going job searching today...great.


Oh great now Enigma....who the HELL created this playlist!?!?!?

On a happier note....
My sister s bachelorette party is this weeekend....
Here are the plans.

Go to broadripple at 730pm, her friend lives right on college...not far from The Vogue.
Get drunk and practice our skits before she arrives(around1030ish). Yes I said skits......
Laura(my sister) arrives
Walk to the bars
Dance and Drink
Walk home and crash
Wake up early and go to...
TURKEY RUN STATE PARK!!!!! This is the best part.....
Rent canoes or inner tubes.
drift slowing down the river...or paddle down it!
hike.....eat....go home.
Do skits.....
Ya see, most of my sisters old friends she met at a grrl scout camp.
It was a Drama camp.
so we have to do skits about our fondest memories of my sister....
ya, right...all I could think about was when we shared a room
and we were arguing one night before we went to sleep..it as dark....and I just
happened to hit her when I threw the trophy across the room.....heheh....
So I don t think I ll be doing a skit....heheh...thats so funny.
I m happy now :)

So anyways, I am just really excited about the whole rafting thingy. I have no bathing suit....well one...
a bikini....I tried it on and I just felt super uncomfortable...and I m "goth" so a bright blue teeny
tiny bikini just isn t me. and I m super pale...and I KNOW everyone will make fun of the fact that you
can see the matching blus veins in my skin....

SO Amelia(my cousin) and I are going to go look for a new one at Value City.
I think Kelly(my best friend) is coming up tonight from Bloomington so she can come too!
I found a perfect one yesterday but not in my size....and I m gonna wear Peter s old black
jeans....cut em off and sew em up(cause they are a bit big...imagine that?) and I got some
rafting pants!
I wish I could invite you all along. we can all put on our our SPF 2000! and hold gothy
umbrellas over our bodies while we drift down a dirty smelly crik/river and have fun.....grrrr...
why the hell am I so excited about this? YEA!

damn...this is a super long post.....I think its because I m a day dreamer...


2003-05-31 06:40:02 ET

Feh, I have abandoned my most favorite journal of all time!!
What have you been up too....I hope I haven t missed anything
important in your guys lives...there has been nothing going
on in mine. Nothing worthy to write about at least.
I can t even seem to find anything good to write in here.
Ummm...I m still looking for a job.
and I might get to go to chicago week after next.

2003-04-21 05:02:45 ET

This is my week in Review:

Monday...went looking for a job with Amelia.
Every place a went into was not hiring. I did
apply at the Zoo. I also checked out Yellow Rose
Carriage rides....they dont train, but I was told
that Blue Ribbon do! Whoot.
I also saw House of 1000 Corpses.

My take on THAT:
It was good. I think a bunch of people were expecting some HUGE movie, like The Matrix
or something, but it wasn t ...it was a horror movie...a VERY traditonal horror movie.
It had all the traditional charaters and Mr. Zombie tried to push a few buttons with
the graphic scenes....I would usually look away at most of it, but it really wasn t
that gruesome. Petey gave it TWO Horror Punk thumbs up. I hate horror movies and I
liked this one. I was able to go home and think about it after dark and not scare
myself to the point that I wasn t going to be able to sleep.
IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IT DON T READ THE NEXT PART, I talk about the ending:---------
I was dissapointed in the ending. I know that most movies always follow a hero
or herine, but what I could figure out was why they followed this grrl...I felt
like there was more to the movie they were not telling us. So did sh die, was
she dreaming that she escaped...I want to know damnit!
AND WHAT THE FUCKKKK was up with the THE END? I hate it when they tell
us there is going to be a sequel, but then it is never made.
That is all I have to say about that for now------------
Tues...don t remember.

Wed....I think I worked.
Thur...uhg, wooooorked.

Fri...Ummm, shoot...oh ya I remember. I baked some cookies. They didn t turn out.
I hate using recipes I have never used before. Made a bean dip. Finished my table.
Peter came home, and I we veged. I tried to make some skirts, but I haven t even
picked them back up. I was going to make something for BOZO PORNO CIRCUS.
I don t think that I will, I am still thinking about hair...I have a TON of
wool....STILL sitting around not being used. I was planning ob braidn it all in.

Sat...I had my art open house...I met my mom there. We looked around...there really
wasn t anything that screamed COOOOOOOL, except my stuff of course....heh...actually
the ceramics classes I think had the best stuff. The director of the program commented
on my bean dip..WhooT! and asked if I made the bowl...It was the one of the two that Kelly
got my for christmas...BEAN DIP FOR ONE....uh I mean 100! She gave me a check to go to
school next year...I cried one the way home. We hung out all day. She cut her finger.
I thought I was going to have to take her to get stitches...good going Mom. We went to
see Amelia, but she went to visit her brother in jail THREE hours away. Boo.
and that was it...I came home and veged out again. and then went to PUNK ROCK NIGHT.
It was fun. I already wrote about that...except about the garage rock bands that
were playing...they sucked...well they were okie.

SUN...slept until 11ish. Mom called, then she called Amelia. While I waited for a return
call I took a bath...I REALLY had to wash the drunk off. I felt LIKE SHIT!!! I drank was
too much again! I hate it when I do that....I remember this time that I drank a bunch and
then I stopped drinking and now I am doing it again....I wonder if that will happen again.
I really don t see myself slowing down yet.
Mom called...Amelia went to Bloomington to visit an ex-boyfriend,,out of the pan and
into the fire. So I took Morrey out...she played and I ate some much needed salty snacks.
I should have taken her for a walk...it was her birthday. I felt like CRAP!!!
I went upstairs...turned on the TV and continued to lay there until 630. I can t
fucking belive I layed there....all day...all FUCKING day. I sat in my dirty living room
and ate cheapo fritos and layed on THE FUCKING COUCH! I am sitting here writing this and
I can t even believe it. I think I was dissapointed that I didn t get to see my Mom.
I did watch Nat Geo channel..it was bad ass...they talked about tattoos and death rituals.
What more could a grrl ask for....I enjoyed it as I switched ass cheaks.
Then Grace called...U m I m on my way over.
I was like oh shit! Since I didn t wash my hair and I had all the hair spray in it
it was in this funny couch corner shape. I sprag into action...and just as I did...OH!
I realized I was fucking sore...so I limped around the house and picked up all the shit
that was laying around, gathered up the trash and was done in 20 min. Peter came home
I got dressed and we went to PUNK ROCK GREG s. I felt weird...like we wern t supposed
to be there, but he invited us...and we...er...I ate some food. a ton of it...half a burnt
burger and a veggie burger...pickle...red beans and rice...some sorta weird salsa I thought
was a salad...heh...and two cokes...I had to regain my energy from all that couch laying.

Now I m home...I hope you freaking freeks read all this...there will be a quiz later.
Today I plan on not laying down once...gonna take Morrey on that walk she deserves
and Kurty(from the Cadavers) is coming over so I can out his hair in wool wraps. WHEEEE!
If anyone wants to come over and play...this is your cordial invittaion...sooo come play.
Umm I m done

Love and Puppy Kisses,
Annie Fannie Bannanie

oh oh, i also told my Mom what a furry was...she was like hrm...thats neat.

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