2003-05-15 11:21:36 ET

It's a girl. We are naming her Madilyn Grace. Not much is going on. I have been busy getting ready for the baby (cleaning, painting all that good shit) 3 more months to go!

2003-04-11 12:22:40 ET

Today for the first time in life I felt Hate, True Hate, Pure Hate. My body surges with it and for the first time in my life I wish I was ignorant. I wish I lived in a world where people don't experience real Hate. I am not talking hate like when your boy friend cheats on you and you hate him. I am talking the Hate you Hate when someone has hurt you so bad that it wont ever leave and there is no justice. I now know the force that drives murderers. Because today for the first time in my life I really thought about killing someone not even killing them worse than that. I wanted to cause a pain so great it would never leave and then grant them immortality just so they have to feel this pain for ever.
For the love of my husband and family I don't act on these urges, but they are there. Today I lost somethingI guess it could be called innocence but it seems so much more important. I changed today and I don't like it, you can see it in my eyes. I now know what pain can do to a person and I am now know what makes horrible monsters who they are.

2003-03-26 14:45:31 ET

MY kitty came home, after she got some kitty ass and is probally now carrying lil kitties inside her. THE DAMN WHORE.

2003-03-24 14:41:58 ET

Today has been the day from hell. To star with when i was getting the mail, I let my cat out on accident and she ran away. Then in the mail was a loveley notice from the owners of the building saying I have to pay a hundred dollar deposit and they are rasing my rent 25 dollars a month to keep my puppy. Then i went out to the car to get something and one of the neighbor kids put a huge scratch in the front of our car. I called the land lord and they said they couldnt do anything about it. They wont even post a sign telling kids to stay out of the driveway, and the guy was a real ass about it, like it is my fault the stupid bitch that lives next store leaves her kids out side with out any supervision for hours every day. Grr, I should procally just go to sleep and wait for tomorrow. I just miss my kitty. sniff sniff

2003-03-21 13:23:22 ET

What are people coming to? My 14 year old brother has a new girlfriend, she is a cyber girlfriend. The weird thing is she is 20 years old, and she knows his age. What sane 20 year old is going to have a 14 year old cyber boyfriend

Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 7 8 9 10 11 [Next]
Back to april may's page