| you cut me to the core 2003-01-13 10:21:58 ET |
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weekend: friday dinner with my bro and others at the mountain. got pretty tanked up, then headed to QXT's. almost got lost walking there. saw many peeps, hung out with the EK crew mostly. we had to leave in a hurry because one of our crew almost got knifed. missed when the DJ spun 'disintegrated'...that blew.
diner, then crashed at tom's. get up next morning and hang out with pubes and eric who were in town from cincy. chill guys. finally the EK crew get up and we go grab another diner chill. this time with chris [deathcondition] after that we get some ketel one and head back to the party palace. meet up with lenny, amy and steph. by the time we get to batcave, its 11:30. not that i could have seen any of the show...it was death packed.
a good amount of dancing and drinking and general foolery ensued. in attendance: insomnia, storm, furax, die cyber ananas, deathcondition, wintermute. [assorted other hangers on] noticably ABSENT: biomechanic. anyway, good times were had by all.
sunday: sat around recovering from the weekend. started thinking about the new symbiotic tracks.
song one: another dance hit in the works. trying desperately to come up with a real catchy chorus.
song two: probably gonna be the last track on the album...crystal method meets ministry
song three: synthpop ballad.
more as it developes
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| as the water grinds the stone 2003-01-10 08:49:02 ET |
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disintegrated [lyrics]
fight with futility
beyond any reason, beyond all doubt
lose touch with reality
adrift on a stormy sea, flirt with insanity
my eyes can't focus, mind grows numb
teetering on the edge of despair
it's all happening at once
it's all happening at once
i am disintegrated
obliterated
falling apart
as i turn my back on you
emancipated
driven to the edge of truth
falling down
i've nothing left to lose
writhe in agony
beyond any reason, beyond all doubt
lose faith in humanity
dive in the gaping breach, find not what you seek
my eyes can't focus, mind grows numb
whispering thoughts of despair
it's all happening now
it's all happening now
i am disintegrated
obliterated
falling apart
as i turn my back on you
emancipated
driven to the edge of truth
falling down
i've nothing left to lose
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| you're a stranger i'll never get to know 2003-01-09 11:06:25 ET |
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so its official, i am going to QXT's this friday. EK's potential new bass player [formerly of drop shadow] will be in town this weekend so i will roll out to meet him. plus i'll get to chill with the EK crew as well as assorted other Q's residents. also i will get the updated tracks from jarv. not two, but 3 new symbiotic tracks in the works. i am uber excited about this.
for those of you who didn't know, i joined eye kandy to play live keyboards for them early last year to support them on their spring mini-tour. if you wanna check it out, go to:
http://www.mp3.com/eyekandy
or
http://www.eyekandy.net
so anyway, who's down for a little QXT's?
btw:
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| a vicious circle we have built 2003-01-08 07:35:29 ET |
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nothing much to report except that there are 2 new symbiotic tracks in the works. tenative concepts are as follows:
song one: working title: sub-traction
i will be dealing with the puzzling human condition of needing emotional partners.
song two: working title: eve
human cloning. god complex. original sin
last emotion [lyrics]
drowning in the tears of always
from the eyes of the dead
perpetual darkness for an unknown face
without the eyes, without the grace
interrupting the sting of a roses thorn
bleeding the last emotion
a smile never to be smiled again
lost in forever, shards of a shattered soul
into the chasm they fall
thrown about in winds unwanted
bitter reminders of such a lonely day
what once was has gone away
they can never be regained
bleeding the last emotion
cherished reminders of such a lovely day
they have gone away
they can never be retained
bleeding the last emotion
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| she listens to the stars they say 2003-01-06 06:48:38 ET |
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every week, its the same deal with me. maybe i am obsessive compulsive but...i end up doing the same shit every weekend. friday at the mountain. the usual suspects, the usual drunken/high stumble home. laid out all day saturday...got woken up by aarons friends coming over. so i was MAD tired by the time i went out to buttcave...which i had planned to miss. but the SK.NET crew was gonna repreZENT so i felt like i had to roll out. all in all, a decent night. i'm glad i went, despite being too exhuasted to dance most of the evening. and for me, that is tired indeed. found out about a possible symbiotic/life [c]ried gig. that would rock. back to the saltmines.
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