|I'm trying to make things better...||2007-09-05 03:50:14 ET|
but I'm about ready to just say fuck it and go home. I know i made a huge mistake but I don't desreve mean and degrading e-mails from my husband becase I haven't gone on WIC. He had asked me if we were on it and I told him no. This is what I get back.
GET ON WIC U DUMB BITCH! WTF!?! I TOLD U TO DO THAT BEFORE!!! Look,
>just that little bit helps, we get eggs and cheese too, cheese is
>expensive and Sage needs to drink more whole milk. Damn it man, why the
>fuck do u just keep trying to fuck things up more? What the fuck?
>!!! I love u A&FNMW!!!
The last part confused me because if you really love someome, then you don't talk to them like this. I already feel bad enough, and he makes me feel useless and stupid and like I'm nothing. I don't know if I can handle it anymore. This was my reply to him.
Ok you are going to stop talking to me like that right now. If you don't you will have no one to come home to becuase I will go home to IN and live with my mom. I don't care how much I freaking piss you off I will NOT tolerate being talked to like that anymore. So if you really do love me AFNMW, then you better fucking realize you are driving me away. Sage is fine I am fine, we are making it and we will make it when you get home but I can't handle this....GET ON WIC U DUMB BITCH! WTF!?! I TOLD U TO DO THAT BEFORE!!!.....any more. I am going to call your mom and my mom and if they think it would be a good idea to go on WIC than i will but I will not be ordered around and talked to like that. I am sending no more e-mail until I get and apology for this email and the last e-mail where you degraded me. I'm DONE Quinten. Done.
He has me so close to just leaving. I'm not saying divorce but if these e-mails are any inclination of how things are going to be when he gets home, I'd rather not deal with it and just go home to IN now.
|Penguin Tattoo||2007-09-04 15:17:59 ET|
I have been wanting one for a long time, but I never knew exactly what I wanted or where...so I decided. I want this...
on my left side with the penguin being on my upper rib cage and the foot prints going all the way down to my hip. It will be so cute. I just drew this up because Quinten and I got on the subject of tats. I have a few more that I want to get. More than I actually thought I wanted. :P I wish they were cheaper.
|This is shity||2007-09-03 09:51:44 ET|
So since Quinten and I are bairly going to keep our head above the water when he gets back, we aren't going to have any extra money left over...NONE! So I made this suggestion, the cash we withdraw for groceries and gas, we save. Buy the groceries and gas with our rewards credit card, then immediately go pay it off. That way when we get enough points we can get gift cards for things we want, such as a nice dinner out or for Best Buy for cds and stuff. This is the e-mail I get back.
"I think I should revoke ur credit card privileges all together cuz thr u
go again, already wanting to charge more and shit... u just need to get
ur head out of ur ass so u can see how much u have already shat
everywhere, mainly on me, Sage would be in 2nd for the Shandra shat on
contest, followed by the rest of our family. So, I think until u show
me u can be responsible w/out me around to keep u inline... yeah."
Pretty freakin shitty. Then he has the nerve to get mad at me for getting pissed off at him. I just don't understand. It was just a suggestion, he could have just said no I don't think its a good idea. He didn't have to be so freakin rude.