so it is 4 am....and i have been waiting up for hours because i wanted to hang out with my boyfriend tonight because i am going to california for a week next week, but he would rather watch the simpsons with someone named jessie. well all i have to say is fuck you jessie. whoever the hell you are, i hope you rot in hell. why? because it is your fault i don't get to see kyle, and it is your fault that i am not important, and it is your fault i get no sleep...because i fucking have to be at work in 7 hours now and i stayed up even though i was tired FOR FUCKING NOTHING.|
god damn i am so worthless it is not even funny. why do i keep joking with myself and lying to myself?