| 2003-07-16 08:21:50 ET |
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the vexed are playing a show tonight with the flatliners (great punk from texas yo)...all you locals should come (cough cough casey...and you should bring miss tamra)....it is at 912 arkansas in lawrence fucking lame ass kansas...byob....rock over london might play as well...it is a house show.....so drink it up kiddies....
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| stuff 2003-07-15 12:28:20 ET |
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yesterday was my birthday...the big 25...watched the toxic avenger with kyle...part 1 and part 2...i put my 2 weeks notice in today at the factory...good thing i suppose because they are starting to lay off people...like 5 a day...why they want to keep me around i will never know...got my suicide girls sent in...they said it should be up by the end of the month...rock and roll...i need the extra cash yo.
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| 2003-07-03 18:17:04 ET |
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today i think i want to die. i am so tired from working so much but never getting anywhere. i will never be good enough for anyone. i feel like shit every day of my life. i have no self esteem anymore...and i workd so hard to repair the damage that had been done in the past and over the past 4 months anything thing good i have felt about myself has been sucked away and i am not sure why. i do not like myself because there is no reason to. everyone hates me. i am not terribly intelligent and not much to look at...i have nothing of value to offer anymore. i do not think i have ever felt this bad in my entire life. i am so lonely. i feel very empty and insignificant. there is a big void in my life. i can't do anything about this. and even though i want to die, i can't. i have too much debt and i don't want my mother to get stuck paying it because sometimes my mom is the only light i can see. i just wish i could visit her. i am lost without her. i want to go home.
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| 2003-06-29 08:09:22 ET |
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getting tattooed after work...woo hoo...then going to ac's with kyle...will probably pass out in the car since i have to be at work tomorrow at 6 am....wake up at 4:45 am...get back to the factory....
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| 2003-06-28 16:42:20 ET |
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so kyle and i went out the other night and rented a shit ton of movies...5 total. yesterday we watched deadh race 200 and it fucking rocked...that was the first time i had watched it and it is now on my list of favorite movies. we just watched class of nuke em high....it rocked...the other movies we rented that we shall watch are:
-attack of the killer tomatos (which is a damn fine film i might say)
-ticks (have not seen it as of yet)
-metropolis (not seen this one, but heard great things about it)
renting movies rocks.
we found this awesome site badmovies.org and they have a wonderful site full of great films such as these. wow.
my chest hurts. damn sunburn.
i fucked the sweat out of kate<-----this is what kyle says.<BR>
tomorrow i get ink...how much i am not sure, but i shall post pix.
go buy vexed shit at http://www.thevexed.com assholes gay fuckers of carrot juice.
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