| 2002-08-09 18:10:30 ET |
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i am going to some punk festival show thing tomorrow in lawrence, ks...that is if i can find my way to the park it is supposed to be at.
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| 2002-08-08 19:37:07 ET |
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i need some damn friends up in this place...anyone want to be my friend??? well that is that lives in the lawrence kansas/ kansas city missouri area???? i am one bored and lonely girl over here. i am dying my hair...the red and black was getting old...now it will be green and black...i also needed something new for hits....i hope shelley will still come visit this month. i also hope gnatty will give me a fresh shave on my head...i hate cutting my hair myself. damn i am in an odd mood. someone be my friend. rwanda and i are VERY bored.
i applied foe 2 jobs today...i hope i get the one in the silkscreening factory....but with my never ending shitty luck i will have to break down...call cinemark...and have them transfer my file to the merriam theater and do movie prijection once again.
how about that friend thing? any takers on that?
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| 2002-08-07 15:47:43 ET |
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i am in lawrence kansas now...the move was stressful and the town has not impressed me as of yet. i am bored and i know nobody. i shall sit at home and be bored with my cat, rwanda.
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| 2002-07-30 12:21:06 ET |
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i am a fuck-up.
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| i am bored...so i am doing a survey thing to pass the time 2002-07-29 12:35:46 ET |
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HAVE YOU EVER
*prank called someone: indeed i have
*been prank called: yes
*fallen asleep in class: yes
*been suspended: fuckers...i have already graduated from college.
*been expelled: see previous answer
*contemplated suicide: on many occasions
*attempted suicide: nope
*seen someone die: i have seen 2 dead bodies in the road before
*cut yourself: all the time...but not in that i am a messed up rich kid in high school way...i am a jewelry designer and cutting myself on occasion with my jewelrs saw is just part of the territory
*slit your wrists: nope
*flirty eye contacted someone in class: probably not
*fantasized about someone: yes
*kissed someone elses partner: not that i know of
*had oral sex with someone elses partner: no
*trashed a hotel room: nope
*trashed someones home at a house party: not that i remember
*worried about your friends? all the time
*had your friends worry about you? who knows
*What's to worry about? i worry about anything and everything
LAST PERSON YOU:
*told that you loved them: brandon
*spoke to on the phone: my uncle
*got an e-mail from: michelle replying to a post in my lj
*spoke to on-line: yotam
*bitched with: um my manager at work
*bitched about: my coworkers
*missed: brandon
*were excited about seeing: brandon
*wished you could see more of: brandon
*wished you would see less of: myself
*fought with verbally: um...my mom i guess
*fought with physically: my sister
*wanted to kiss: brandon
*had sex with: brandon
*wanted to have sex with: brandon
*saw: my dad
*swore at: my manager at work about my coworkers
*laughed at: yotam made me laugh
*dated: brandon
*dumped: hahaahah...i always get dumped, so that would be this psycho named daniel back in 1995
*were dumped by: joseph
WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU:
*have sex with: nikki sixx
*like to have a philosophical talk about life with: angelina jolie
*like to have as a best friend: angelina jolie
*bring back to life: einsteiin
EITHER OR:
*Britney/Christina: christina...i hate that other bitch
*N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: how about neither
*Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: neither again
*Sepultura/Soulfly: sepultura
*Incubus/Deftones: strike up another one to neither
*Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: neither again
*Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: damn...neither
*The Ataris/The Vandals: vandals
*No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: just shoot me now
*Disturbed/Mudvayne: bang
*Rancid/The Clash: the clash
*Kurt Cobain/Elvis: elvis
*Classical/Pop: classical
*Punk/Ska: punk rock
*Black/industrial: neither
*Emo/Indie: fuck all that shit
I am not: happy.
I hurt: in my brain and heart
I love: brandon
I hate: myself
I fear: death
I hope: everything will start to make sense
I crave: pepsi...diet pepsi
I regret: a lot
I cry: a lot these days
I care: about too much
I always: the one getting fucked over in the end
I long: to be out of debt
I feel alone: every day
I listen: to better music than you
I hide: lats of secrets
I drive: a saturn
I sing: in the car
I dance: i don't dance
I breathe: yes i do
I play: bass and giutar
I miss: brandon and the good ole days
I search: for a way to like myself
I learn: lots of things
I feel: empty
I know: it's all my fault
I say: too much or not enough
I succeed: maybe one day
I fail: too often
I dream: of being beautiful
I wonder: what the hell is going on
I want: more tattoos
I worry: about everything all the time
I have: enough to get by
I give: a shit about most people
I fight: myself and my problems
I wait: to be beautiful
I need: a miracle of some sorts
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