Water    2003-08-24 14:18:03 ET
well im back
and burned
the water park was fun
but my loser cousin decied not to go
just like i knew she would

i have to say that im addicted to water slides
theres nothing like flying down a tube
with water flying around you!
its was fun

but man
i didnt put any sun block on
so im fried
im going to be hurting in the morning
oh well
it was worth it.


     2003-08-24 06:33:45 ET
feeling a bit better today
im going to the waterpark with amber(my cousin)
so hopefully well have fun
it feels sooo good outside today,
the wind is really great
i guess ill post about my water slide encounters
when i return

and thanks to all those who were caring last night about me emo moments!

     2003-08-23 17:38:13 ET
i realized how pethetic my life is at the moment today
i went to a family thing today
and when i left there i was going to in town and have a grand ole time
the place i went to was closed, no friends there
i went to the movies coz ashton tori and nathin were working
when i go there my camera battries dies so no pics from there
although i did get some good pics in town
i hung out there for about 10 mins. and ened up going back to the fam thing

i went to the cell phone to call nesa
she wasnt home
im soo down right now
for a number of reasons
i have nothig to do
nowhere to go
no friends to talk to
no one to love
no one to love me
ive been lost
not cared about
knowing that it wont happen again
what has become of me

there is no more intrest in me
there are better things to do
screw this i really dont know why im here
why has that happened
i know she wanted it
but i knew it was going to hurt me
more than her
let what happens happen
im to nice
to forgiving
maybe this wasnt for me
maybe i should go
where we go is up to you
because im to much of a pussy to

why did it happen
it makes me nothing but depressed
like the life in me is gone
it feels like i have no reason to live
it was the life force in me
but now its gone
you know im still there
but do you care?

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