Things I learned at College...    2004-02-17 18:34:34 ET
I've decided to start posting atleast once a week about stuff I've learned of in College I've never known about... and this the first of many.

1.) There is a GOD CARD when breaking up with someone. Call me ignorant or naive or something of that nature... but I had no idea that there was a term like that for when you really want to break up with someone and you just can't find a good reason so you throw out the GOD CARD saying: "I'm sorry (enter name here) but I feel like I need to focus on my spiritual life and I just can't be in this relationship right now because I put too much of my time into the worldly ideals and not enough into the godly ideals." Or something to that effect.

And that's all for my first installment of What I Learned of When I Came to College!!!!!

 Sappy Poem... but oh well!!    2004-02-16 19:48:33 ET
I wrote this... and I liked it a lot. It's pretty simple little thing and yet it starts to enhance itself if you read it slower. I like it...

"Source of Inspiration"
Blue is the color I woke up next to
The morning I woke up next to you
And the sight brought a smile to my face

Answers to questions never asked
Except in a time long past
And the sight of you answered all mine

The whole time I spent looking to find something
Wanted and nothing gained
though I knew it from the beginning
And I know the moments shared may not have brought anything new to the table
But these dreams of you finally came true

And the easiness of your speech
Made it easy for me to open up to the morning
And no more bittersweet dew on the windowsill
Or thoughts of sorrows still plague me

The taste of your lips
The smell of your skin
Sink beneath my covered armor
Ready for a fight that never came
The one I could never hope to win
And underneath I am calm like never before

Clouding my vision for the rest of the day
I just can't beat back the memories not even a day old
Brought back with everything blue
The color I woke up next to
When I fell asleep next to you...

And the next time I fall to my bed
I will not be so lucky
To wake to something so lovely
As the morning we slept past noon
Me and you...

Yup... that's a love one for ya...

I'm just in one of those moods.


 Two Posts in ONE DAY!!!    2004-02-15 20:01:52 ET
Well I typed this after listening to some Bright Eyes and I just kept reading it and seeing this inner beauty... this amazing rhyme scheme that just kept jumping out at me. I hope you all like it.

"Sequestered and Momentous"
I'm a little misunderstood sometimes I think
A little looked down upon
A little too easily angered
A little too easy to blame

What kind of trials do I need to go through in order to change this?

Am I doomed to be seen this way for the rest of my days
Or is this just a temporary matter?
I guess if it was permanent I'd get used to it
After a while...

But I'd really like to be smiled at someday
Told that I did the best that I could with what I had
And the time I spent on this world had some point
No matter how small or minuscule
No matter how little I really accomplished

And that the life I led was good
I wonder if they tell you that in heaven...


 Yeah... Valentine's Day is over!!    2004-02-15 10:14:40 ET
"She says 'stop dieing on me'
Though I love the way you reincarnate me
Into a better being with every line you send me
I wouldn't mind some love but I don't get carried away
No more dreams... just reality"


 Hey... Hey You's!! I'm talkin to YOU...    2004-02-11 20:25:22 ET
Life doesn't suck.

Just the people in it.

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