Mm...Sephiroth! <3    2004-12-06 22:34:15 ET

Ha, a few days ago, I bought a mini statuete of Sephiroth from FF7, the now legendary game. No more than four inches tall I believe, heh, yes, I am geeky, geekier than thou art! *Points* Now, Divine Decay never played FF7, not once, hell, she did not even own a Playstation, was never one for videogames period. In fact, I am only interested in FF7 for two reasons, Vincent and Sephiroth, because they are both dead sexy! Yep, I find video game characters to be hot, but I am not the only one, ha! I have a perfectly fab Gamecube just gathering dust, feh, I am never buying Father another pricey gift like that ever again! Which reminds me, this year, he wants the new extended version of The Lord of The Rings: The Return of The King. Now that is all well and good but do you know how much that devilish item costs, $80! I kid you not, eighty bloody dollars, for five dvds and a mini replica of Gondor, the city of Kings, but still, $80, it boggles the mind! Just thought I would mention that as it struck me as being a ridiculous price. I do not want anything for a gift, I am not terribly interested in the holidays except for the fact that I work more and thusly make more money but alas, family and friends do not think as I do, unfortunately. ~_^ So, much of the money I usually set aside for my own interests must be spent on buying gifts for loved ones, sigh. Plus other assorted costs that require my attention, looks like no new clothes this month, ah well, I have already purchased several things, I suppose I will be content not to buy personal affects for myself for one month, I guess. *Kicks at ground sullenly* Argh, I doth hate the holidays mightily! I am glad this only comes about once a year, and toward the end. Hm, I think I rant about my dislike of the holidays far too often. So, I am not sure what I am going to do on Wednesday, my friend Duncan is going to be opening his new club Machine that night, I would like to go but I am not sure about my ride situation. If I do not end up making an appearance there, I will probably go with my friend Jeff to see Blade: Trinity, the last of the trilogy of Blade movies, so no matter what, I will be doing something, yea. I have been so completely bored lately, nothing to do save work and read, yes, I do believe I am one of the few people that still read for fun, what with the distractions that television and internet provide, it is amazing that I have the focus to be able to do so... hey, what is that over there, it's shiny and metally! *Bounds away* Ta for now dolls! ^_^

Hmm....    2004-12-02 22:20:46 ET

Why is that it seems that every other gothic/industrial compilation cd that comes out has Apoptygma Beserk on it, what, are these guys now considered the torch bearers of the modern industrial music movement, please say no! Why do people even like them, they are not industrial, they symbolize the very worst of the whole EBM scene, they are practically techno music, just with more lyrics in the cheesy industrial vein. I love industrial but seriously folks, the lyrics, when the music has lyrics, are silly and ridiculous, hokey even, heh, but that does not go to say that I do not take pleasure in the cheesiness, I rather enjoy it in fact. Some industrial bands put some depth and thought to their lyrics, like, um, well, I will think of a band, give me time! Which reminds me, I was meaning to ask, I am starting to get interested in the Power Noize industrial sub-genre, what are so good bands to check out for a newly integrated fan? Feh, I want to go to Das Bunker tonight, but I doubt I will be able to, I have to work, closing, till 10:30pm, sigh, and I so wanted to go as well, this is one of those many times where I wished I had a car. Maybe I just need to hire a chauffer, yes, that would be excellent, someone to take me everywhere I need to go, whenever I need to go. I swear, I think I have the most friends who do not drive of anyone in California, it is absolutely insane! Perhaps this will finally inspire me to get a car, probably not though, car payments, insurance, I would have a car but no money to go anywhere, than I would still be in the same boat! I just cannot win! >_<; 11 comments

Worst. Night. Ever!    2004-11-29 22:47:31 ET

"The LA Times says that now 63% of American families are considered dysfunctional. I say good!...When Armageddon comes rolling around, the other 37% of people are going to be losing their minds, going "Oh my god, what am I going to do?!" The other 63% of us are going to be like "Hm, no one is watching the Lexus dealership, we are going to be riding into Armageddon with leather seats and a cd player!" - Christopher Titus I love Titus, I forgot how truly funny he was, I enjoyed his short lived show on Fox, a few years ago, very underrated in my opinion. I just mention this because I watched his new comedy special on Cable a few night ago, twice, it was that great. Now on to the reason I decided to write this entry. First off, I was planning on not letting anyone know about this being that is it rather embarassing to say the least but you know, whatever, I have read worse so I might as well throw in my two cents into the crappiest nights ever pile. So, last night was the Skinny Puppy show, I was quite excited about seeing them, though I had already had the privilage earlier this year. I went with a few friends to the House of Blues in Anaheim, a venue I have seen shows at several times in the past, a venue I do not really have any issues with, until Sunday night that is. Now my friend in question, I will spare him the humiliation, had lost his id at a club recently, thusly, was not able to buy drinks, though he was of legal drinking age. So, he asked me to buy drinks for him and a couple of his friends, plus some really awesome people we had just met that night, I chatted with them for quite a while during the opening act that no one had any interest in. I did not want to buy the drinks, I felt a bit iffy about the entire thing, and I tried to get him to get someone else to do it, but I ended up doing so anyways, mostly out of pity, I myself was not thirsty as I only drink Smirnoff and Bacardi, and HOB does not sell either brand. So, I buy the drinks, throwing a bit of my own money in since the person paying for the drink only gave me a twenty and than passed out the drinks. No more than a minute or two later, my friend and I are both pulled over by security and forced to leave the venue, quite abruptly and rather rudely in my opinion. So, because of that, I did not get to see one minute of the show, for which I had bought tickets for weeks in advance in case it sold out, I was so upset, I seriously almost started crying, partly due to the fact I am on PMS right now, I am sure that was mostly responsible in fact. Besides that, I have never been thrown out of anywhere before, though really, I was not terribly embarassed, it is always interesting when those conversations come about where you and your friends talk about the places they have been thrown out of and why, now I have something to say, see, this is me trying to put a slightly brighter, more positive spin on an otherwise horrible situation. So my friend and I spent the next about two hours roaming Downtown Disney, freezing our bloody arses off, I swear, this is the coldest it had ever been since I have lived in Ca, plus, it was windy which meant there was wind chill, bloody hell, it was so cold and everything was closing, we ended up having to take refuge in the damn ESPN Zone till midnight, the show ended not too long after that, fortunately. We passed out flyers in the cold to the people leaving the show, plugging my friend's new gothic club that is opening next week in Huntington Beach, yes, yet another OC gothic club experiment, hopefully this one will actually be sucessful. Than to try to salvage some sort of fun out of the horrendus evening, we went to Chamber, which did not help in the least bit, it was completely dead and the music was utter crap, and the songs I did like, I could not dance to well since I was wearing my New Rocks and they are just too heavy and bulky to dance in. I just drowned my sorrows in a Smirnoff and we went home before the club even let out, there was no reason to stay. So, yeah, that was my night in a nutshell, now, tell me you have a worse couple of hours recently, I doubt it, but please do tell me, maybe I will not feel as bad, I will be like "Hm, glad I am not that guy!" Today I went to work, I had to close, no one could give me a ride home, every one of my friends was busy with something or had car problems, so I had to get one of the managers to give me a ride home, so tonight was not great either. I bought a few new items, this cute olive drab military style top, a new gothic/industrial compilation cd, and an H.R. Giger calender. At least I got my skirt today, you know, the day after the day I wanted to wear it, always good, that. Argh, I am just hoping I can salvage something out of this week. I want to go to Das Bunker this week, En Esch, formerly of KMFDM and now of Slick Idiot, is going to be spinning and Babyland is playing, at least if I could go to that, it would partially make up for Sunday's debacle, I have to close that night though, I am simply debating asking someone to take the shift, except I need the hours. Feh, it is always something when it comes to me, my life can never just be simple, something has to complicate it, for one who loathes drama as much as I do, I certainly seem to get dragged into it often. >_<; 6 comments

Grievances!    2004-11-27 23:19:16 ET

Ew, I hate the holidays, Christmas music abounds now, there is a radio station that plays nothing but holiday tunes, all day, it is enough to make any reasonably sane person lose their minds, no wonder people are so miserable around the holidays. I am going to see Skinny Puppy tonight, and I do not have to work, which means I will have great energy tonight, you know, as energetic as I get. Unfortunately though, I do not know of any of my friends that might be going as well, figs, I hate going to any sort of event alone, I always feel so awkward and due to the fact that I look so unapproachable, no one ever talks to me! >_<; Another negative, the outfit I ordered did not arrive, I ordered a top from Heavy Red and a new Illig Skirt from the H-Tizzle site and neither one got here, I was intensely annoyed by that, I paid extra for next day shipping for a reason! ::Kicks:: So now, I have to wear something slightly less new, oh no, anything but that, having to wear something people have seen me in before. And yes, that was sarcastic, lately, people have not been able to tell with me, alright, not just lately, most of the time, am I really that sarcastic that it blends seamlessly with my entire personality?<BR> So, in closing, I have a few questions. One, am I the only person who cannot stand those Peeps candies, the ones they have around every holiday, those horrible marshmellow brightly colored confections that are nothing but sugar, oh, they are so nasty! And two, is anyone on here going to the Skinny Puppy show tomorrow and would not mind palling around with me for a spell, I am much nicer and more pleasant than I would leave you to believe, you just got to get past my suspicious and slightly paranoid nature, and getting me to talk is helpful as well. Heh, well, ta for now dolls! 7 comments

Time Wasters Anonymous    2004-11-22 13:40:15 ET

Now, this fancy survey took me over an hour to do, an hour better spent doing, well, pretty much anything else. It was also done rather early in the morning so I was tired and alas, being a bit too frank and honest at the time. I hope you enjoy the various stunning revelations about yours truly. About Me Personality Quiz <em>Created by jeffq1985 and taken 17654 times on bzoink!</em> What is your name? Pamela How old are you? 22 When is your Birthday? July 8th What is your zodiac sign? Cancer Where were you born? Newport Beach, must be where I get my love of the beach from...or not. Where do you live now? Garden Grove What color eyes do you have? Bleen! What color hair do you have? Black How tall are you? 5'6 How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) 130lbs What is your race? Caucasian What is your worst fear? Germs, Viruses, and Bacterias Do you smoke? Nope Do you drink? On occasion Do you cuss? Hell yes! Do you use drugs? Nein Have you ever or will you ever steal? I have stolen and what do I look like, a precog? Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? Yes, I am both, trustable and dependworthy! Do you play in a band or play an instrument? No, the one creative gift that alluded me. Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? Not at this time but I am planning on remedying that situation. If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? Andre Chikatilo Do you suffer from depression disorder? No, I am relatively well adjusted human being. If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? How about not at all? Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No, suicide is for quitters! Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? Yes, on many occasions, well, not to myself, heh. What subculture do you belong too? I am not into the whole "Let's label the freak!" movement, but one might consider me gothic. Are you evil? Evil does not exist Do you believe that you can be possesed? Um, no, you see, I exist in a realm of reality. Are you a paranoid person? No....are you?!! Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? On occasion Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? Well, I have my set routines Are you a violent person? Only when I am awake, and sometimes when I am asleep. Do you take your anger out on other people? Yes, I do tend to, that rare occasion I become that angry. Do you blame other people for your mistakes? No, I take responsibility for my fuck ups. What is your favorite game? Life What is your favorite movie? Seven Who is your favorite band? Ministry What is your favorite song? Godlike by KMFDM What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? Industrial Nation, Gothic Beauty, Dark Realms, Poppy Z. Brite books What is your favorite color? Black and red What is your favorite food? Chicken! What is your favorite drink? Propel Fitness Water Do you own a pari of converse? Nope, I think I might be the only young person who does not! Do you own a pair of dickies? No, same response as above. Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? Well, let's just say mistakes have been made...ahem. Are you a virgin? Yes, I openly admit this. Now commence with the shocked noises! Are you kinky? Quite actually. Do you like biting? Yes, I like doing so and being bit. Do you masturbate? Nope Do you watch pornography? Yes, the realistic protrayal of relationships really hits me in the heart stings. So no. Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? No, but it is not out of the realm of possibility, but I no like bleach! Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? I have debated it, met with a resounding no by many, except my rivithead friends! Are you hyper active person? No, I barely have enough energy to get up in the morning! Are you religious? I am more concerned with wether or not the person approaching me is religious. Do you have any self inflicted scars? No, and I find that act to be a bit pathetic, a cry for attention. Does pain turn you on? Inflicting pain on others turns me on. Do you stand for originality and creativity? Everytime I get the chance Do you like meeting new people? Not really, I prefer my own small circle of friends. What do you like most about life? Most of it actually, I have few complaints. What do you dislike most about life? The amount of stupid, ignorant people I have to deal with. Do you believe in love at first fright? Ha, that's clever, except not. Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? No, I kind of like a more safe, sterile approach to body modification. Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? I beg for nothing! Do you own a car? No, and have no desire too either. Have you been to jail, yet? No, but I am young yet. Are your clothes held together with safety pins? Ew, I do not like safety pins, they are not particularly safe in my opinion. Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? Divine Decay is not feeling the punk music scene. Have you ever vomit while making out? I try to refrain from vommiting during any activity, if possible, even vommitting! Have you held a job for less than a day? No, I am way too responsible for that. Do you own more than two pair of jeans? I actually own no jeans, none at all! Ha! Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? Yes, cause I am all bad ass like that, you all better recognize, bitch! ;p Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? No, my family likes having free labor Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? Almost Does the world piss you off? No, I accept the world for what it is, I don't have the energy to waste on unreasonable hatred. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! 10 comments

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