everything sucks

2003-10-07 19:52:15 ET man everything sucks ass im just fucking tired of everything just isnt falling into place right... i just hate everything i just need a change i need to get the fuck out of here im slowly getting more tired and just so tired of everything its hard to explain but just fuck everything ive been so depressed lately and its not cool because if you knew the person that i am im not the type that gets depressed im usually really happy and sunny cause i just dont like to be all down and shit cause thats just not what i want to focus on i try and focus on the good but right now everything is just all bad nothing i want is coming to me and slowly im looseing everything too many let downs and too many things to look forward to that dont seem to happen this sucks..... 12 comments

INSOMNIA

2003-10-03 23:12:17 ET i have come to the conclusion that i have insomnia i cant get to sleep no matter how early i go to bed or how late i go to bet its immpossible for me to sleep it just doesnt work last night when i went to bed i couldnt tell if i was a sleep or awake i hate it... i can sleep during the day but at night when im really really tired i cant sleep i think i might be nocturnal hahahaha i just need to get a lid and that'll help me get to sleep i hate not getting my sleep cause then i turn into a little bitch when i dont get my sleep i get all crabby and snappy but anyways im pretty pissed i couldnt go out tonight cause my mom got the call that i ditched 5th yesterday i really need to start going to class i was doing so good i went for 2wks straight and then i just fucked shit up but oh well high schools a waste fuck everything im in a bad mood 4 comments

when i pick up the phone... but theres still nobody home

2003-10-01 17:08:32 ET man today was fucking hella boring i went to school sat in the office doing nothing then went to tutorial that was alright ditched 4th went to my friend josh's house and watched the wall then came back to 711 for lunch to have a stoge before i went to chem, chem was hella weak we did nothing but i drew a really cool picture and gave it to my good friend wishcracks and went to 711 after school to let lauren hug me for a little while cause she loves giving me hugs and tells me how cute i am shes so great and yeah i really didnt want to be there cause i hate being there but its so close and im too lazy to walk elswhere to have a stoge and its so close to the school why walk further but yeah then my friend mike was nice enough to give me some bus money cause my ass be broke these days with no job and then i came home and watched the wall again but this time with comentary so its better because then like the scenes that i dont understand i get now and then towards the end i fell asleep cause im overly exhausted and then i got woke up because it was dinner time and now im talking to the erics and nell bell and yeah i gotta wash the kitchen floor and i think after that im gonna go to bed im too fucking tired 3 comments

i got terminated..... hella dumb shit

2003-09-29 19:00:39 ET hella bad shit has happened but yet some good shit followed the shit all started bad when i got fired from pizza hut because i didnt get my work permit renewed man it was hella gay i was so made cause they didnt tell me that i would loose my job over some retarted ass shit like that man it was lame but then my mom wasnt really trippin about it she acctually was pretty cool about it but then like good shit i went to my friend josh's house on fryday night and it was hella fun and then i got in trouble on saturday when i came home cause my brother was mad that i spent the night at my friends house he thinks i was at amandas but anyways like my mom was gone for the weekend and he got hella pissed cuse i went against the house rules or whatever so i couldnt go out on saturday but i hella convinced him that i stayed at amandas house so he wasnt trippin about that anymore and then on sunday he let me smoke some hooka with his friends i hope that i dont get kicked off about talking about smoking hooka cause its not illegal or anything but yeah so that was hella chill and he didnt even tell my mom that i spent the night some where but yeah i dunno i dont think this guy that im into is really into me anymore cause like i keep asking him if he wants to hang out and i dunno its not like he acctually says yeah dude lets chill its like yeah lets hang out sometime its hella gay man and hes really cute too and hella sweet DAMMIT!!!! 5 comments

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