A post about sadness and bicycles
2003-03-30 19:35:50 ET

Boy-oh-boy do I feel sad.

Intitally my intentions were to travel long-distances via plane, but now I'm kinda thinking I should save up for a really good bike. I've been checking out this bike shop, and I talked to the guy who runs it and he said he'd hook me up with a really legit 3-4 month lay-away plan. That'd be really nice.

I wanna get to the point where I can ride to Los Angeles and the beach. LA is like 30-40 miles from here. One way, it can be done, on a good bike. The beach is like 20 miles. I wanna eat miles of land!

I just want to sweat and thrust and force all this stagnation away. I got a bike right now, but it can't handle jumping curbs and what-not. It's a girl's Huffy bike, so you know the deal there. My friend is letting me borrow it.

I love to explore. It's my favorite method of spending time. When your eyes are feasting and your senses are feeling and your imagination is totally stimulated. And this is quite the land I live in, this Southern California region, these OC/LA counties.

On a bike, you can cruise gang neighborhoods, rich neighborhoods, shopping centers, mountains, forests, busy fucked-up streets and sidewalks, ALLEYWAYS!

I was totally in love with this one girl Jessica LAST YEAR and she always talked about how hardcore she loved bikes and how bike messangers make her heart pound. It's funny 'cause now I can totally see her point and actually want to aspire to that, not necessarily to be a bike messanger, but to ride hardcore on urban streets, with cars and shit, fighting traffic and getting rugged.

It makes me happy just thinking about it!

So yo, I guess it's obvious what I need to do. Next paycheck, we 'bout to get this lay-away started.

Did you know that my last name is Miller? YUCK!
2003-03-29 14:37:23 ET

Yesterday was nice. My boy Aaron took me on a splendid tour of Long Beach. I'm down with that city. I'm down with the LBC for sure. It's like a positive mix of LA and OC. Fucking architecture down there is like DAMN! Downtown looks fucking splendid.

But yo, I think I sucked down one-too-many nitro balloons! HAAHAA(((insert flange/delay effect on laugh)))!!!

We got phazed-out. We hit up this one restaurant called Ambrosia. It was so fucking ill. So friendly. So nicely decorated with botanicals and soft lights. Awesome atmosphere. Our waiter asked if me and Aaron were on a date, and I was like, "Uh...yeah, like, a friend-date!" Then he proceeded to drop his digits on my azz, which, as always, flattered me and made me wish I was gay. He was a hottie, he was funny, and he made me feel comfortable.

"Dear heavenly father...please give me the power to wake up tommorow and become homosexual. Please grant me the mind set that will steer me towards men and away from women. Make me gay God. In Jesus' name, AMEN."

That's how it's done son.

Okay, sorry if that makes anyone feel kinda uncomfortable.

This Aceyalone is so fucking good. There's this song that starts with him saying "Today's Easter....so what?"


Daniel's fucked-up Astro forecast for 2003
2003-03-27 20:32:01 ET

Sometimes it really sucks being a Cancer with a Pisces brain. I'm too emotional, too imaginative, too apt to fantasy. Most of all, I'm too fucking sensitive. Woe is me.

For evidence of my woe and infinite misfortune, I've supplied a bleek astrological rundown for 2003, brought to you in part by astro.com.

Here's one promise to myself and it's a promise that I've tried to maintain since last year. That promise is to NOT LET ANYONE FUCK WITH ME OR BREAK MY HEART. That being said...

OVERCONFIDENCE: (mar 23 to July 11)
-Inflated expectations
-Sudden disappointment
-Make sure to avoid emotional 'leeches'

-Thinking/communication are problem areas
-Speak clearily and carefully to others. Misunderstanding poses danger
-Beware of delusioned priciples

-Events may lead to meeting new people, travel, and gaining broader perspective
-Expect people who are good for you (YAY!)

FORESIGHT: (June 1 to June 14)
-Sharp Perception
-Foresight and long-range planning
-Good communication

and then...

-Relationships will be tested and those with no purpose shall die
-You will withdraw from others and evaluate yourself
-Any relationship that survives this time period is good for you

Okay, so my tiny little plan is to try to maintain emotional stability and deal with things accordingly. I need to work on certain things, but all in all, I think I can make this a good year. Just maintain and don't let other people trip me out.

Okay, so yo, I hope EVERYONE has a splendid year! HAPPY YEAR!!!

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